Post by Deleted on May 24, 2020 4:04:08 GMT -8
Melissa's eyes are all we see as she pans back. Her eyes are more focused now though we can tell she has been crying again. She carries on vaping and sees the red light on the camera blink.
Maki: So fast forward now, I left CWF. It was all too much for me in that place with politics and what I had seen around social media. I signed with a couple of companies which for me was the best thing I have ever done. They didn’t know what I had been through, they saw the potential in me and told me when I signed that even though I had achieved titles and world titles at that I was young and improving and I would have to start from the bottom again.
They said, ‘You have huge potential but need to prove yourself. We envisage you as a Women’s champion in the future and we want to give you that platform to succeed’ Of course this sounded great to me. I signed and the future was bright.
Daniela had gone quiet since but I felt her stirring and I know she will be close to coming back to the surface. We have now a symbiotic relationship, the new ring gear and make up is an ode to her and also as you know I had no real explanations as to why it happened. I have improved with every match, every promo, every single fucking fight I have had. I am finally fulfilling my potential. Little did I know how many titles I would actually win around the world.
So for me the future looks bright. I have made friends, learned from the competition and improved immensely. I also have signed with another federation as well to boost my income and my brand which has gone well so far. I am looking there also for a title shot as soon as possible. You see many people think championships and titles have been devalued by the amount of times they have been won and lost. That isn’t what devalues them. It’s the people that hold them that do that all on their own.
Personally, I have gotten through the Quinn debacle pretty much unscathed. There were errors on both sides but since then I believe, and glimpsing back in the past, that we were ever only acquaintances and this we will be from now on too. A chit chat here or there, a few likes of pictures and maybe of something we say.
Maybe we will go for coffee and a quick catch up when I get back home. I believe she was here for me like a bridge. She bridged that gap from CWF and the old me to this current me. She was the first person I ever told about the abuse I suffered, the suicide attempt. She gave me the strength for this project. So I have to thank her but it feels like two ships that sail in the night, passing each other by with a wave and smile.
Kenzi and I have grown as friends, which I love. She is keen to learn, her Scientology used to bother me but she is who she is and until her eyes open for herself and she realizes what they are about I would never intrude on her beliefs. I love how open she is to nature, to the world around her, to spirituality in any form. An open mind to me is like bouncing breasts to most people, I am attracted to it but in this case just as a friend.
To the woman who stole my heart and gave me strength as well for this project. I never meant to fall for someone, least of all a woman, well except Norah. That has now ended but I am now married to the love of my life so it all works out for a reason.
She laughs hysterically at her fucked up life.
Maki: I could go on and on. Ali, Minerva, Elena, Cane, Blake, Kessler, Stacy, Kate, Angelica, my Swedish house mafia, Ashley, Katie, Jennifer, Claire and Trinity. You all have helped me in your own ways so thank you for that and I cherish you all. To my Angel who lights up my universe - I lived so I could love you.
This is not the end, I just wanted to let you know that you have helped me and you mean a lot to me.
Other than that, I believe this quote to be the best way to end this little Vlog:
Looking at the beauty in the world, is the first step of purifying the mind. Open the window of your mind. Allow the fresh air, new lights and new truths to enter.
And this one I chant to myself as I drink my early morning coffee: Every Morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most!
Thank you for watching me ramble and for sticking with this during the really hard subjects I had to speak of and I hope to my new followers and fans coming on board The Maki Express that you have now learnt and know me better and if you haven’t and you want to hate then do it. I couldn’t give a flying fuck what you think about me!
Maki blows a kiss as her eyes turn black, black ooze seeps from her eyes, blood pours from her mouth, her skin is covered in black veins. "I am free now my pretties!"
Maki: So fast forward now, I left CWF. It was all too much for me in that place with politics and what I had seen around social media. I signed with a couple of companies which for me was the best thing I have ever done. They didn’t know what I had been through, they saw the potential in me and told me when I signed that even though I had achieved titles and world titles at that I was young and improving and I would have to start from the bottom again.
They said, ‘You have huge potential but need to prove yourself. We envisage you as a Women’s champion in the future and we want to give you that platform to succeed’ Of course this sounded great to me. I signed and the future was bright.
Daniela had gone quiet since but I felt her stirring and I know she will be close to coming back to the surface. We have now a symbiotic relationship, the new ring gear and make up is an ode to her and also as you know I had no real explanations as to why it happened. I have improved with every match, every promo, every single fucking fight I have had. I am finally fulfilling my potential. Little did I know how many titles I would actually win around the world.
So for me the future looks bright. I have made friends, learned from the competition and improved immensely. I also have signed with another federation as well to boost my income and my brand which has gone well so far. I am looking there also for a title shot as soon as possible. You see many people think championships and titles have been devalued by the amount of times they have been won and lost. That isn’t what devalues them. It’s the people that hold them that do that all on their own.
Personally, I have gotten through the Quinn debacle pretty much unscathed. There were errors on both sides but since then I believe, and glimpsing back in the past, that we were ever only acquaintances and this we will be from now on too. A chit chat here or there, a few likes of pictures and maybe of something we say.
Maybe we will go for coffee and a quick catch up when I get back home. I believe she was here for me like a bridge. She bridged that gap from CWF and the old me to this current me. She was the first person I ever told about the abuse I suffered, the suicide attempt. She gave me the strength for this project. So I have to thank her but it feels like two ships that sail in the night, passing each other by with a wave and smile.
Kenzi and I have grown as friends, which I love. She is keen to learn, her Scientology used to bother me but she is who she is and until her eyes open for herself and she realizes what they are about I would never intrude on her beliefs. I love how open she is to nature, to the world around her, to spirituality in any form. An open mind to me is like bouncing breasts to most people, I am attracted to it but in this case just as a friend.
To the woman who stole my heart and gave me strength as well for this project. I never meant to fall for someone, least of all a woman, well except Norah. That has now ended but I am now married to the love of my life so it all works out for a reason.
She laughs hysterically at her fucked up life.
Maki: I could go on and on. Ali, Minerva, Elena, Cane, Blake, Kessler, Stacy, Kate, Angelica, my Swedish house mafia, Ashley, Katie, Jennifer, Claire and Trinity. You all have helped me in your own ways so thank you for that and I cherish you all. To my Angel who lights up my universe - I lived so I could love you.
This is not the end, I just wanted to let you know that you have helped me and you mean a lot to me.
Other than that, I believe this quote to be the best way to end this little Vlog:
Looking at the beauty in the world, is the first step of purifying the mind. Open the window of your mind. Allow the fresh air, new lights and new truths to enter.
And this one I chant to myself as I drink my early morning coffee: Every Morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most!
Thank you for watching me ramble and for sticking with this during the really hard subjects I had to speak of and I hope to my new followers and fans coming on board The Maki Express that you have now learnt and know me better and if you haven’t and you want to hate then do it. I couldn’t give a flying fuck what you think about me!
Maki blows a kiss as her eyes turn black, black ooze seeps from her eyes, blood pours from her mouth, her skin is covered in black veins. "I am free now my pretties!"
