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Hello everyone and welcome to a new episode of the award-winning podcast, Sykobitty Exposed, and this is episode SEVEN. And boy do I have a lot to talk about today. I’ve been accumulating questions from you guys for a while, thank you for sending them in. Keep sending them to me either through DMs on X or through Discord. Today’s questions are a bit spicier, I think I could end up being canceled for some of the answers I’m going to give. However, if I’ve been one thing through the years, and on these shows, it’s honest. I can only say what I know and think. Do I believe what I say and think is the be all and end all? Absolutely not. There’s enough assholes on social media who are like that, we don’t need another one added to the list. If this is the show, and hill, I have to die on, so be it. With that being said, let’s start with a lighter topic.
The fuck did you do with your look this time?
Okay, for those who don’t know, I’m a mother of three teenagers. Emileigh is biological, I gave her up at 16 and due to some very touchy circumstances, we were reunited a couple of years ago. And last summer, I want to say it was, we had a couple of girls come through the academy, The Krigarakademin, my little training/rehab facility I’m the head of here in Jersey by the names of Violet and Iris. There was something about those two in particular, I knew they had all the potential in the world to be either creative or chaotic so I adopted them. The three are loved equally, there’s none of that blood child vs adopted child sentiment, it’s not something I would have stood for, and neither would Katra and Adriana. They’re our daughters, full stop.
So, with that established, on to the new changes. So I set a challenge to the students during the month of January. Marks above a certain percentile plus an X number of hours of community service had to be completed. With the incentive that they are allowed to choose the amount and the recipient of the next donation. Oh boy did those girls deliver, and I was so proud of them. I’m always proud of them but on that day it was even moreso. So the next donation went to the Jersey Cancer Society to a substantial amount, I won’t share numbers. And my girls, my lovely daughters, put me on the spot, and shaved my head. I also donated all of my cosplay and costume wigs I’ve used for years. The girls also helped with the hair dyeing and the new makeup and honestly… it’s kinda badass. I look like the Sykobitty I feel like, if that makes any sense. Got a few more tats and here I am.
How’s business?
I know what you’re asking, so you’re not going to get a detailed answer. Right now, things are quiet which is always appreciated. Many of the Doves help out with The Krigarakademin. Some are in training elsewhere. Our numbers grow and we have the capacity for them. Other than that, I can’t say anything else.
How has your return to New Frontier been, and how did it happen?
I don’t remember EXACTLY how the ball started rolling, might have been a tweet saying I’d like to return to NFW and do things differently, finish off my career on my own terms. This would have to be around the holidays, and I got a call from Saoirse. With us being short-statured, we used to joke about creating a tag team called The Killer Smurfs but it never came to happen until that call. Apparently their creative department didn’t have anything planned for her so she asked them if they’d consider hiring me back so we can make The Smurfs a reality and by early January, I put pen to paper with a new contract.
As for how it’s been, there’s positives and negatives to everything. On one hand, we’re undefeated so far after two matches, but with a company the size of New Frontier, one can easily be overlooked. And as much as I want the team to be successful, there are quite a few opponents I’d love to face one-on-one. It was recently realized I was the longest-reigning Television champion in NFW history. I may not have the best memory, but there are a few things I’d love to forget, but I can’t until I get my revenge. And if that means kicking down the gates at the castle to get the so-called queen’s attention, so be it. The rest of you?. Sativa, Meadows, Llu, Steph, Crissy. Ain’t nothing personal, ain’t a bone to pick with any of you. Oh, right, left one out. Your Ace. Sup sis? If I have to go through you, it will be my pleasure. Tokyo couldn’t happen twice. You got lucky then and you know it. And Jasmine, I will paint the walls of your castle with your blood. Eventually you’ll have nowhere to run to, and you can tell your subjects, tell anyone who will listen, that you’re not afraid. That you… nothing me. Keep thinking that, makes what I have to do just a little easier, just a little more enjoyable for me.
And when I exorcise that demon, then I get that Silver Mountain Title back, even if I have to immerse myself in… them. I won’t even mention yous by name but everyone knows who I’m talking about. Risa, we’ve had opportunity after opportunity snatched from us, we WILL have the match we were supposed to. It’ll just be sad that I’ll be facing a fraud instead of a Tiger. You sold your integrity, but I’m not surprised. I’ve heard your song too many times. Keep the title shined up because it’s coming home where it belongs.
What are your thoughts on the Wolves of Odinn?
I try not to have many thoughts on them, because I couldn't care less about them. My only regret is not being able to look Robi in the eyes and spit in her face before she died. I almost lost friends because of that woman. My friends had to lie by omission during our time together because of that woman. The other Shieldmaidens, yeah I’m sure they cried. I didn’t; I got angry. I moved up the ranks, changed charters, to the point where I now run The Devil’s Doves, who I still call a Shieldmaidens charter. I didn’t betray my friends and start an entire new outfit because I couldn’t stand someone questioning my authority. And I hear her kid has her mother’s mouth and lack of brains.
In that time, I’ve become a mother myself, and do you know what I tell my kids? My issues are my own, they’re not a cross my children should have to bear. They are responsible for their own paths, their own choices, their own successes and failures. I will support everything they want to do in life, but their decisions are their own. I’ve met Shanna, Raseri I think she goes by. She don’t like me none, and the feeling’s mutual. If she wants to take her mother’s burdens, then she will pay for them. And if she comes calling for me, she’ll be reunited with her mother without any hesitation on my part. Sorry Bs, but like I’ve always said, we do things different in Jersey.
Over the past year, you’ve been part of, then no longer part of, three other companies. What were the reasons for that, and what would you say about the companies today?
Zenith went on a very long hiatus, so I lost track of them. I liked their concept which is why I became a part of that company and then poof. Thunder Pro, I will go on record and say I shot myself in the foot. I had issues with someone who rubbed me the wrong way from the word go, and I stated publicly if he became champion, I’d be out of there in a heartbeat. He did, so I kept to my word. Could I have handled things differently? Of course, hindsight being 20/20 and all. I don’t hold any ill will towards the company and they were succeeding before I showed up, and they’re still going today. My time there barely affected them. As for Women’s Pro Wrestling, I still stand behind what I was trying to do during my time there, and that was to motivate challengers for my North American Title. However, there were many who were very vocal about how they didn’t how I conduct my business, so I made the decision to walk away.
What people need to understand, and I will admit it wasn’t the best option for me to have taken, but I felt WPW could have been, and should have been, bigger than WWA was. I thought I found a new Dani, and that’s where I fucked up from the beginning. I put too much pressure both on myself, and on LeChance, thinking she would need the help, and I own that. WPW, I’m sorry. I should have supported your visions and I didn’t. I hope you find your success on your own merits, and I wholeheartedly believe you will. You have a great roster, minus a couple among you who need a bit more guidance, and I hope you find it.
Alright, one last question, and this is something that is asked a lot and I never entertain the question but I finally will today. With the successes of Seleana and Zenna Zdunich in wrestling, do you see Katra ever considering joining the business? So, for those who don’t know, Katra is my wife. Guitar player extraordinaire, she’s the calm in our storm at home. Sweetest woman you’d ever meet. Now behind that sweet exterior laid a woman hurt a few times over the years, usually because of me. However, back in late 2019 I think it was, I was New Frontier Wrestling Silver Mountain Champion. My next challenger was to be Jasmine Matthews. I think you’re starting to picture why I hate this woman so much, still to this day, but I’m going to paint the picture clearer for yous. If memory serves me correctly, Jasmine won a match to choose the stipulation for our match, and she chose trial by combat.
Now, USUALLY with trial by combat, both participants get to choose who we have represent ourselves, but Jasmine took it one step further. Not only did she choose her representative, who was Anton Crowley, my ex. She ALSO chose MY representative… Katra. I could have the two of them fight, or I could hand my title to Jasmine. There was no way I was going to have Katra go up against a trained wrestler, so I handed over the title and almost quit NFW right then and there.
When we got home, I never saw a woman cry so hard as watching my wife feel like a failure. She always minded her own business, and in one night, she was made to feel weak in front of thousands of people in the stands, and millions of people watching. She locked herself away in that studio for days, not talking more than she needed to, that night broke her. After a few days, I got her to talk, and we agreed to train her. Get her self-defense classes, get her into a gym doing crossfit. By the time I was feuding with Morgan Payne… ok, I’m going to admit to something nobody knew until now, and Morgan’s going to be even more pissed at me because I used that moment as my catalyst for wanting to kill her. Katra and I practiced her taking bumps weeks in advance just to see how she would fare. And Morgan knocking her out of the ring, Nala took it like a champ. She was giddy all the way home because she accomplished something she was made to feel she couldn’t. Since then, she’s had a few different trainers, including myself, and I can honestly say she could handle her own if needed.
So to go back to the initial question, do I see her joining the business? She tells me she has no aspirations, but she also knows she’s stronger now, she looks even better than ever, her confidence is through the roof, and it warms my heart seeing her like that. COULD she do well if she joined? Oh hell yeah. I’d even dare say… never say never. I think the day I should ever find myself face to face with Jasmine again, it won’t be me Jaz should be afraid of.
Alright, I know today’s show was a bit on the shorter side, I do have to get ready to fly out to Chicago tonight so Sorsh and I can get some training in together tomorrow. While we’re not wrestling Tuesday, you can bet you’ll see us there. Until the next Exposed, keep your chin up, and if someone smites you on one cheek, smash him back on the other.
The fuck did you do with your look this time?
Okay, for those who don’t know, I’m a mother of three teenagers. Emileigh is biological, I gave her up at 16 and due to some very touchy circumstances, we were reunited a couple of years ago. And last summer, I want to say it was, we had a couple of girls come through the academy, The Krigarakademin, my little training/rehab facility I’m the head of here in Jersey by the names of Violet and Iris. There was something about those two in particular, I knew they had all the potential in the world to be either creative or chaotic so I adopted them. The three are loved equally, there’s none of that blood child vs adopted child sentiment, it’s not something I would have stood for, and neither would Katra and Adriana. They’re our daughters, full stop.
So, with that established, on to the new changes. So I set a challenge to the students during the month of January. Marks above a certain percentile plus an X number of hours of community service had to be completed. With the incentive that they are allowed to choose the amount and the recipient of the next donation. Oh boy did those girls deliver, and I was so proud of them. I’m always proud of them but on that day it was even moreso. So the next donation went to the Jersey Cancer Society to a substantial amount, I won’t share numbers. And my girls, my lovely daughters, put me on the spot, and shaved my head. I also donated all of my cosplay and costume wigs I’ve used for years. The girls also helped with the hair dyeing and the new makeup and honestly… it’s kinda badass. I look like the Sykobitty I feel like, if that makes any sense. Got a few more tats and here I am.
How’s business?
I know what you’re asking, so you’re not going to get a detailed answer. Right now, things are quiet which is always appreciated. Many of the Doves help out with The Krigarakademin. Some are in training elsewhere. Our numbers grow and we have the capacity for them. Other than that, I can’t say anything else.
How has your return to New Frontier been, and how did it happen?
I don’t remember EXACTLY how the ball started rolling, might have been a tweet saying I’d like to return to NFW and do things differently, finish off my career on my own terms. This would have to be around the holidays, and I got a call from Saoirse. With us being short-statured, we used to joke about creating a tag team called The Killer Smurfs but it never came to happen until that call. Apparently their creative department didn’t have anything planned for her so she asked them if they’d consider hiring me back so we can make The Smurfs a reality and by early January, I put pen to paper with a new contract.
As for how it’s been, there’s positives and negatives to everything. On one hand, we’re undefeated so far after two matches, but with a company the size of New Frontier, one can easily be overlooked. And as much as I want the team to be successful, there are quite a few opponents I’d love to face one-on-one. It was recently realized I was the longest-reigning Television champion in NFW history. I may not have the best memory, but there are a few things I’d love to forget, but I can’t until I get my revenge. And if that means kicking down the gates at the castle to get the so-called queen’s attention, so be it. The rest of you?. Sativa, Meadows, Llu, Steph, Crissy. Ain’t nothing personal, ain’t a bone to pick with any of you. Oh, right, left one out. Your Ace. Sup sis? If I have to go through you, it will be my pleasure. Tokyo couldn’t happen twice. You got lucky then and you know it. And Jasmine, I will paint the walls of your castle with your blood. Eventually you’ll have nowhere to run to, and you can tell your subjects, tell anyone who will listen, that you’re not afraid. That you… nothing me. Keep thinking that, makes what I have to do just a little easier, just a little more enjoyable for me.
And when I exorcise that demon, then I get that Silver Mountain Title back, even if I have to immerse myself in… them. I won’t even mention yous by name but everyone knows who I’m talking about. Risa, we’ve had opportunity after opportunity snatched from us, we WILL have the match we were supposed to. It’ll just be sad that I’ll be facing a fraud instead of a Tiger. You sold your integrity, but I’m not surprised. I’ve heard your song too many times. Keep the title shined up because it’s coming home where it belongs.
What are your thoughts on the Wolves of Odinn?
I try not to have many thoughts on them, because I couldn't care less about them. My only regret is not being able to look Robi in the eyes and spit in her face before she died. I almost lost friends because of that woman. My friends had to lie by omission during our time together because of that woman. The other Shieldmaidens, yeah I’m sure they cried. I didn’t; I got angry. I moved up the ranks, changed charters, to the point where I now run The Devil’s Doves, who I still call a Shieldmaidens charter. I didn’t betray my friends and start an entire new outfit because I couldn’t stand someone questioning my authority. And I hear her kid has her mother’s mouth and lack of brains.
In that time, I’ve become a mother myself, and do you know what I tell my kids? My issues are my own, they’re not a cross my children should have to bear. They are responsible for their own paths, their own choices, their own successes and failures. I will support everything they want to do in life, but their decisions are their own. I’ve met Shanna, Raseri I think she goes by. She don’t like me none, and the feeling’s mutual. If she wants to take her mother’s burdens, then she will pay for them. And if she comes calling for me, she’ll be reunited with her mother without any hesitation on my part. Sorry Bs, but like I’ve always said, we do things different in Jersey.
Over the past year, you’ve been part of, then no longer part of, three other companies. What were the reasons for that, and what would you say about the companies today?
Zenith went on a very long hiatus, so I lost track of them. I liked their concept which is why I became a part of that company and then poof. Thunder Pro, I will go on record and say I shot myself in the foot. I had issues with someone who rubbed me the wrong way from the word go, and I stated publicly if he became champion, I’d be out of there in a heartbeat. He did, so I kept to my word. Could I have handled things differently? Of course, hindsight being 20/20 and all. I don’t hold any ill will towards the company and they were succeeding before I showed up, and they’re still going today. My time there barely affected them. As for Women’s Pro Wrestling, I still stand behind what I was trying to do during my time there, and that was to motivate challengers for my North American Title. However, there were many who were very vocal about how they didn’t how I conduct my business, so I made the decision to walk away.
What people need to understand, and I will admit it wasn’t the best option for me to have taken, but I felt WPW could have been, and should have been, bigger than WWA was. I thought I found a new Dani, and that’s where I fucked up from the beginning. I put too much pressure both on myself, and on LeChance, thinking she would need the help, and I own that. WPW, I’m sorry. I should have supported your visions and I didn’t. I hope you find your success on your own merits, and I wholeheartedly believe you will. You have a great roster, minus a couple among you who need a bit more guidance, and I hope you find it.
Alright, one last question, and this is something that is asked a lot and I never entertain the question but I finally will today. With the successes of Seleana and Zenna Zdunich in wrestling, do you see Katra ever considering joining the business? So, for those who don’t know, Katra is my wife. Guitar player extraordinaire, she’s the calm in our storm at home. Sweetest woman you’d ever meet. Now behind that sweet exterior laid a woman hurt a few times over the years, usually because of me. However, back in late 2019 I think it was, I was New Frontier Wrestling Silver Mountain Champion. My next challenger was to be Jasmine Matthews. I think you’re starting to picture why I hate this woman so much, still to this day, but I’m going to paint the picture clearer for yous. If memory serves me correctly, Jasmine won a match to choose the stipulation for our match, and she chose trial by combat.
Now, USUALLY with trial by combat, both participants get to choose who we have represent ourselves, but Jasmine took it one step further. Not only did she choose her representative, who was Anton Crowley, my ex. She ALSO chose MY representative… Katra. I could have the two of them fight, or I could hand my title to Jasmine. There was no way I was going to have Katra go up against a trained wrestler, so I handed over the title and almost quit NFW right then and there.
When we got home, I never saw a woman cry so hard as watching my wife feel like a failure. She always minded her own business, and in one night, she was made to feel weak in front of thousands of people in the stands, and millions of people watching. She locked herself away in that studio for days, not talking more than she needed to, that night broke her. After a few days, I got her to talk, and we agreed to train her. Get her self-defense classes, get her into a gym doing crossfit. By the time I was feuding with Morgan Payne… ok, I’m going to admit to something nobody knew until now, and Morgan’s going to be even more pissed at me because I used that moment as my catalyst for wanting to kill her. Katra and I practiced her taking bumps weeks in advance just to see how she would fare. And Morgan knocking her out of the ring, Nala took it like a champ. She was giddy all the way home because she accomplished something she was made to feel she couldn’t. Since then, she’s had a few different trainers, including myself, and I can honestly say she could handle her own if needed.
So to go back to the initial question, do I see her joining the business? She tells me she has no aspirations, but she also knows she’s stronger now, she looks even better than ever, her confidence is through the roof, and it warms my heart seeing her like that. COULD she do well if she joined? Oh hell yeah. I’d even dare say… never say never. I think the day I should ever find myself face to face with Jasmine again, it won’t be me Jaz should be afraid of.
Alright, I know today’s show was a bit on the shorter side, I do have to get ready to fly out to Chicago tonight so Sorsh and I can get some training in together tomorrow. While we’re not wrestling Tuesday, you can bet you’ll see us there. Until the next Exposed, keep your chin up, and if someone smites you on one cheek, smash him back on the other.
